Loves;

Sunday, September 24 @11:39 PM

i'm heartbroken.
this time it's for real.
i fall down in a hole,i cant seems to get out.
i'm lost.
this time lost in everything.
losing out to everything.
swollen eyes will eventually greets me in the morning.

i'm not trying to condemn.
Parents brought us into this world.
Some wanted us to have life of our own and they will guide us through the journey.
Some wanted to control over lives.
Some simply couldnt care less.
Those who simply dont care can stand aside and do some soul searching.
Those who simply cared about everything under the sun can also do some soul searching.
For those who simply want to control over everything can just go and adopt one robot.
robot can do what u say.
robot wont go against ur wish.
robot is best.

sometimes,something simply cant control.
example,relationship.
Are ur parent the one getting married?
y mus they ctrl who u're in love with.
y mus u let em ctrl.
open up man
it's the 21st century.
if u cant,back off.
cos u mus face the fact that it's the 21st century and not the 80s when they all believe in match-making and love at first sight.
i can proudly say that from my grandparent to my parent,
they married cos of this word, LOVE.
they believe that they're the one who's going to live with their other half,
not their parents.
not some match-making
not some love at first sight
not some recommendation.

to: u know who u're.
if u think i can adapt to my "new" life,
i can tell u,
i cant.
if u think i can stop loving you,
i can tell u,
i cant.
if u think i'm not going to hate your parents
i can tell u,
i cant.
if u think i can move on and be strong,
i can tell u,
u're wrong.
if u think i'm being unreasonable here,
i can tell u,
i'm now.
i've fall down deep.
blood oozing out.
the wound is even deeper.
i will not love another.
i hope,the next time round,
IF there's.
u'll grab ur chance.
i love u.