Saturday.
Colleague's birthday
Celebration was at kbox.
Everyone sing their hearts out,
Like there's no tomorrow.
Tiramisu was his cake.
Yum
Most peeps didnt turn up.
There were just 7 of us.
One of them was like," hey,ah ket nv come?"
Then...
everyone turn to look at me.
"why are u all looking at me? he've got nothing to do with me."
"u both have got past lo."

ok.confession.
Scandal. Third party. Two-timer.
Whatever you call it.
This person,ah ket,was one of the cook at my outlet
I cant denied that he's cool and very man.
The type which most girls will go ga-ga over.
At first when he came.
I'm sure that i hate him.
i was telling my colleague,
"what's with the new cook? Trying to act cool eh."
my colleague: he's cool what.n quite cute.
me: (puking sound) over my dead body.
Days goes by.
We did talk,joked ard.
Then one day,when i was changing my shoes
he came over.
he:"eh.give me your number."
he sound so f**king demanding as if asking me to return sth.
i: for what? u dont need to call me.
he: i'm leaving.
i: what leaving? yea.u're goin off work.so does that mean i've to give u my no.
he: no..i'm leaving tcc.
i: dont bluff la.
he: really. i can let u tk a look at the resignation letter.
i: okok. spare me. 91234567
n i quickly walk out to change.
he: hey..! it's wrong man.

That day when i was on the way home with my colleague.
"Guess he likes u la."
"no la.i've got a boyfriend." (i was with this guy,A)
"huh.Your that one also call bf ar?"
He then msg me that night.
Didnt know how on earth have he got my number also.
i didnt reply.
As day passed.
He's really leaving.
So,one of those day i went out for dinner with him.
he told me everything. From his gf to his family.
(so he've got a gf) i was thinking.
From that day on,we always went on date.

i know u all wanna ask me y did i went on date with him
i cant find love from A,really.
he's not really the boyfriend type.
Less than 10 dates.
i asked him to choose betw me n his gf.
n he told me,he cant gave his gf up cos
he was the one who brought her in Singapore.
He said he cant just leave her in the lurch.(he's a malaysian)
ok.fine.
with all these words,i know how much i meant to him.
his call went unanswered.
his sms went unreplied.
what was the point,i asked myself.
Less then one month later.
I ended my relationship with A too.

Then some month later,i was in it again.
Somehow it wasnt meant to be.
Who doesnt want a lasting relationship?
Who doesnt want to find the right one?
Some,took the courage to love again after they had been hurt.
But..
Just dont touch.
it's something that prick.
Be careful if u're holding a cactus in ur deary hand.