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Wednesday, October 11 @8:36 PM

Some say,"nothing is fair in this world."
how true.
it was 10.45am
while i was wiping the window plane at table 7-9
i saw cars passing by.
my mind,it drifted.
drifted to mount faber.
drifted to u
i cant imagine.
Inside your beautiful car,you driving.
I'll no longer situated at the passenger seat,
Some other girls will.
Since love is non assurance,it might be better to be alone.

"sorry,can we have the bill?"
"ok."
while i was walking to take the bill.
i overheard their coversation.
"i'm still considering whether to buy that jacket anot."
"cos,i'll be just wearing it once n it cost 70k."
after presenting them the bill,i was thinking
since love has no assurance,might as well find a rich man.
get married,and be a tai-tai.
money cant buy everything though.

Then at table 9.
a young early twenties lady,going out with someone in his late thirties.
Then i was thinking..
Maybe if i would go out with someone much more older than me,
i might have more assurance.
Urgh.
i try it before. and it sucks.

Ala..
at the end of the day
i rather be myself.
tell urself,u're unique.
Yes,i'm unique.

About

I wonder briefly,
Thinking of you,
If I will remember any of this
When I'm fifty, sixty, seventy?
How will my perception change
Or will it ever?
Will I still be me?
If so
Will I have the means
to shrug it off,
looking at gain
more than loss,
Saying of my life,
As I always do..

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